September 25, 2011

Mommy feet

My feet has grown.

By more than 1.5x shoe-sizes than I care to admit.

All of this since my pregnancy more than a year ago…

And I had thought that somehow, after more than a year later, I would somehow be able to wear my old shoes still. I was not looking forward to shop for shoes and I had thought (and really hoped!) that my feet would have shrunk again to its original size by now.

I tried on one of my old pair of platform shoes I used to wear before I got pregnant. And then try the other few more platform shoes I owned. My feet looked traumatised. And it makes me sad.

By now,  I cannot fit into most, if not all of them. I practically had to throw away at least 4 pairs of shoes by now; the very ones I used to use for work which I bought before I got pregnant. (I don’t own that very many pair of shoes as compared to most of my female friends!)

Most of which were platform shoes…one of the very few styles I really like and, without verging on ugly platforms, are one of the very few types of shoes that are very hard to find these days.

Crap.

Crap.

Crap.

And my feet is at least 2 sizes bigger now.

If you know me in person, you know that I am quite petite. Not slim (I wish!), but as compared to my husband, I am puny. With a very big feet. How bizarre is that?

As I found out, the changes to the size of me feet after birth is permanent…

Crap.

Yep. I’m going to be that puny lady with very big feet.

Which, on the hindsight is okay, really. I’ll look funny, but still OK.

The thing is, I’m actually more annoyed at the fact that I need to go looking for decent shoes and anything that is above size 39 (or 8.5) will be quite a feat to get in this country. Which means that I’ll probably be destined to only buy fugly shoes!

CRAP.

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September 24, 2011

Friday Date: Linkin Park

Category: Entertainment

Friday evening was mayhem.

It started drizzling and because of that, the journey home from the office took me almost an hour; and this was despite leaving the office earlier that day. And, after putting Spud to bed, another half an hour lost just waiting for a cab, and to top it all, it took me almost 2 hours to travel in that cab before I finally arrived at my intended destination. Without having a proper dinner.

Traffic was crawling, it was pissing rain and I was losing my patience at the sheer rush and madness it took me to meet up with Silver Bullet at the venue because of this one event:

And it was an outdoor event.

And it was raining.

And we were cold and wet, and standing around with ponchos for a Linkin Park Concert.

And by the time Linkin Park started their performance, it was way past out bedtime!

I had gone to a Linkin Park concert once in Singapore when they first played there years ago. I remembered that it was one which was short (about an hour) but full of energy. I remembered being dazzled by Chester’s extremely high energy level and his powerful vocal. I remembered loving the concert and was actually quite disappointed when it ended rather abruptly. I remembered walking out of Padang (venue where they held the concert) in a daze of amazement wondering where the hell he got such massive energy. (I think I have an idea now!)

Last night’s concert was, in my opinion, just average. It was nice to hear them live again, but I did not see the same energy in the very same songs which they had performed before. In fact, I thought they were pretty mellow. It was, all in all, just okay, and perhaps even a little over-priced.

I did not leave the concert with the same buzz I had with Muse or Green Day. Or even Michael Buble (Yes! dig Michael Buble.). It was, in my mind, a quite easily forgotten act.

But it was still a nice event to go to on a Friday night. It felt like a long overdue date with the husband.

We were in a nicely large outdoor, free-standing venue. It was pissing rain. We were draped in a 50 baht ponchos and by the end of the night, we both got really sticky, wet and smelly from the rain. A very agreeable atmosphere and fashion sense to get caught on a date! 
As soon as it ended, all we wanted to do was get home quick, have a warm shower and go to bed. Like I said, it was way past our bedtime and it is no longer normal for us to be out at such ungodly hours of the night.
That was about as romantic as we both could get. I have to say though, we still had a very nice time together; being smelly and all! And with a very sore feet to boot from standing for hours on end, despite wearing flat shoes.

(And I digress here: I saw so many females in HEELS and STILETTOS! Linkin Park. Heels and Stilettos….hmmmmmm. Seriously?It was a friggin concert; LINKIN PARK –  not a fashion show, not Kylie Minogue or Madonna. And no chairs around. Free friggin standing. Raining.Are.You.Crazy?)

Admittedly, we cursed ourselves the next morning as we woke up tired from the short night we had when our organic alarm clock started to squeal before 7 am to let us know that she is ready for another day…

We saw parents bringing their 6 or 7 year old kids to the concerts, and there was this one kid having a blast sitting on his/her father’s shoulder the entire time.  Screaming, jumping, grooving with “Rocker” hand sign and all! It was an endearing sight, and for some reason the thought of being able to bring Spud along 10 years from now is an appealing thought. Something both Silver Bullet and I are actually looking forward to!

And when she gets to that age, we certainly are looking forward to us being able to sleep in again.

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September 23, 2011

Nostalgia in fish crackers

Category: Food

As a kid, I love those balls of fish crackers. I used to buy packets of them after school, and I will usually eat them by dipping each ball in chili sauce after dinner.

I am not sure if you know what I’m talking about. But they are actually some kind of keropok (crackers), and instead of those flat keropoks, these are round and hard. And they used to be so darn cheap. Like a dollar for a big bag or something like that. They are probably so outdated that I think if I were to open my mouth and ask for them, I would probably be laughed at,

That was so so long ago, and by now, those balls fish crackers are quite hard to come by. In fact, I am guilty of having forgotten about them given that I have not seen them in almost a decade.

Until I saw them at the Singapore Airport recently, and the moment I saw them, those old memories came rushing back. I thought it was a rare find, and Bengawan Solo was selling each pack at 10 bucks. Ten.Frigging.Bucks for some cheapo fish-ball crackers!

But I guess, nostalgia got the better of me, and I remember how much I used to love them. Hence, in the name of preserving some fond memories of food, I decided to suck it up and bring back a couple of packets home. (Very much to the chagrin of Silver Bullet who does not want to have anything to do with fishy stuff.)
The taste of the first few balls felt so right…and almost instantly brought me back to my childhood memories of me and my fish keropoks eaten after lunch or dinner or just as snacks. A past-time, more often than not, joined by my family members – cats included.

To date, I have finished half of the pack and transferred the other half into an air-tight container. I’ve got no competition in this area, so a few balls a day does it for me.

I wonder how much longer it would take before I devour all of them at one sitting!

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